Khawvelah a damchhung ni reilo mahse hnutchhiah thatak neiin min kalsan a. A dam chhung kum 42 khan lehkhabu 25 zet a ziak hman a. Kumzabi sawmhnihna ah chuan a hnathawh te'n Europe zirna bu zawl a chhem nghing a philosophy ropui tak mai " Existentialism" tih a rawn tichhuak ta a ni.
A thuziah chu "Ama chanchin, apa chanchin, a bialnu chanchin" chauh ni mahse a chhiartute'n ngunthluk taka an bih hnuin anmahni chanchin ang tho ziahna a lo ni reng tih an hmuchhuak a. Hringnun bung leh chang ngun tak a hrut avangin hei hian a thuziak a ti hlu zual a ni.
Chhungkua buaithlak : Apa Michael Pedersen Kierkegaard hi Denmark khaw te reuh te ah chhungkaw rethei tak atangin a rawn chawrchhuak a. A naupanlai hian beram a veng thin a, a dinhmun khirh tak chu ngaihtuahin tumkhat chu Van Pathian anchhia a han lawh ta ngawt a, chu chu an kohhran thurin Lutheran Pietism ah chuan thil serious tak a ni. Tichuan, la naupang tak nimahse an khua atang chuan Copenhagen-ah a sum neih tlem te nen hun tha zawk thil tha zawk beiseiin a pem lut ta a. A sum khawl tlem te chu theih tawpin a tipung chho ta a ni. Soren Kierkegaard hi Copenhagen-ah hian a piang ve ta nghe nghe a, unau pasarih zing a a naupang ber a ni. Anu dam loh natna khum a a awm laiin apa chuan an awmpuinu a lo awmpui ru thin a, chuta tang a amah pawh hi piang a ni. Apa inla sakhaw mi tak si nun a zir hleithei biksilo chu a rilru a hah thin hle a. Pathian anchhia a lo lawh tawhna chuan a nun a rawn run ngeiin a hre bawk a ni. A thil tihsual te tlen faina a ngaiin a rilru inthiamnan a fapa pawh chu Pathian hnenah hlan a rilruk ta a. Abrahama'n Isaka Moria tlang a a hlan ang khan chunglam hnenah chuan a hlan ve ta a ni. He ngaihdan hian Kierkegaard ngaihtuahna leh a hnu zel a a thilziah te pawh a rawn nghawng chho nasa hle a. Sakhuana maichamah chuan a nun pangngai chu hlan a ni a, chu chuan mi pangngai ang a awmlo in chhungkaw nun te, nupui neih te leh a career te thlengin a nghawng chho ta a ni.
Zirtirna dangdai: Afapa chu a thluak a tha tih a hriat avangin Michael hian Soren Kierkegaard hi a theihtawpin lehkha a zirtir thin a. Mihausa ho chawhlui kilnaah te a fapa chu a tel tir thin a, an han haw hian mi hrang hrang te thusawi theuh kha a zawt leh vek thin. Kierkegaard chuan an thusawi theuh te a sawichhawng leh thin. Room-ah te hian ram dang angin a han sawi vel thin a, Paris ni ta se "Khi chu Eiffel tower" tiin a kawk kual vel thin. Puitling taka enkawl a nih vang chuan naupang rilru puitlingin a thang chho a ni. Zirna lamah pathumna ni turin a pa chuan a chah thin a, thiam tan chuan pakhatna nih a harlo a, pathumna chuan pahnihna leh palina rilru awm tur zir a ngai a; an pahnihin kar a awm tur chuan a thiam a ziah chhuah a ngai a ni, an in zirtir dan a dangdai khawp mai.
Hmangaihna kawng chhuk chho! Kum 21 a tlin chuan ngaihzawng Regina Olsen a nei a, kum thum ngawt chhung he nu enthlithlai nan hian a hmang a. A duh zawng engkim a hriatsak a, a ngaihzawng bialpa Fritz Schlegel pawh chu a thianah a siam a. A zawng zawng a hriat hnu-ah chuan upa zawk a ni bawk a, hmeichhia zawk pawn a nep zo bik talo. A thilziah pakhat "Diary of a seducer" hetiang chungchang deuh hi a ziak nghe nghe mipakhatin hmeichhe pakhat a hriatchian em em a hnehchhuh dan. Tichuan, an in hual vat a innei turin engkim an buatsaih chuk chuk a. Mi maktak mai a ni a, "God Had vetoed the marriage" tiin a thiannu kalsan a tum ta mai a. A thiannu pa pawn zah pawh dawnlo in Kierkegaard hnenah a ngen chiam a, mahse lungtum biak ang chauh a ni a.
Denmark atangin Berlin-ah a kal a Professor Schelling hnuaiah Hegelian philosophy a zir ta a, a zirpui te pawh hi an hraw hlawm khawp mai Friedrich engels te, Michael Bukunin te an ni hlawm. Lehkha pawh chu a zir tha hlei theilo, a nupui nimai tur a kalsan tak Regina a ngaihtuahna chuan engmah a tih tir theilo a. Copenhagenah a let leh a mahse a tlai zo ta. Regina chu a bialpa hlui nen Biak Inah an lo in nei dawn ta reng mai a. A mangang chuan Berlin-ah a chho leh a. Lehkhabu a ziah zing a ropui ber mai "Far and trembling" tih chu a ziak ta a ni. "25 minutes too late" te kha lo awm se chuan inhnem nan pawh a hmang ve mahna le! He lehkhabuah hian Abrahama chan kha a in chan a, Abrahama ang mai a thil tisual ni in a kalsan avangin Regina chuan Pathian demlo a amah a dem a duh thu a ziak a ni. Regina chuan Danish Virgin Island a governor a bialpa hlui Schlegel kha a nei a, nun nuam ang takin lang mahse. Schlegel thih hnu khan Kierkegaard a ngaihzia a sawi chhuak nghe nghe. Apa in a lo zitir thinna te leh a hmangaihna kawng bumboh tak chuan a nunphung chu a ziak chhuak ta a, philosophy ropui tak a rawn ziak chhuak ta der a ni.
Thilziah dangdai: Kierkegaard hian a thuziah reng rengah hian midangte ang a "a chhung thuziah sual a awm chuan "keima" mawhphurhna liau liau a ni e," tih ang chi a style a ni velo a. Ani chuan a chhiartu te kha kha thuziahah khan mawhphurtu-ah a ruat thung. A thuziah man tumin an chhiar an chhiar a, a tawpah chuan anmahni chanchin tho ziahna a nih avangin, a ziaktu niloin anmahni an rawn in man chhuak ta a!